Allow me to paint you a picture: I am in my dorm, sitting at my desk, hair disheveled and eyes leaking tears during the final scenes of Amadeus as Mozart's Requiem plays. I came to be in this state of emotional turmoil though a series of events beginning with being assigned to analyze a snippet of "Don Giovanni" for theory class. As I was writing out chord symbols and cadences, I thought about the fact that I've never really "liked" Mozart, however, I found myself really appreciating the genius evident in the writing of this piece. I began thinking about his music in relation to his personal life, drawing connections, one thing led to another, and now I love Mozart. This is only one example of the situations I find myself in all too frequently. I get distracted, and then I become focused, but rather than being focused on the original task, I become focused on my distractions. In all fairness, this has led to some rather wonderful outcomes (such as a newfound appreciation for Mozart and some truly top-notch doodles in the corners of my homework), but has also led to frantic paper-writing sessions and less than perfect assignments that could have been avoided had I simply channeled my concentration on the task at hand. This becomes an issue of time management when a project that should take an hour of my time ends up taking three, and while this is simply part of my nature, it's also an issue of personal discipline.
My biggest struggle with time management and my biggest strength are two sides of the double edged sword that is my personality. Because, while I do end up venturing off on rabbit trails, I don't consider any opportunity to learn something new to be a waste of time. I believe that a critical part of using your time wisely is putting one hundred percent of your passion, energy, and focus into whatever you choose to do. Making the most of every moment opens an entirely new spectrum of possibilities for the minutes in an hour, the hours in a day, and the days of a lifetime.
Meghan, the issue you describe is actually pretty common amongst self-motivated home schoolers. It's not that you waste time on frivolous pursuits, but that you get so caught up in a worthy pursuit that you don't leave enough time to get the actual assignment as polished as you otherwise might. So here's an idea: trying keeping a Musical Bucket List. Everytime you find yourself wanting to go down an extra-assignment rabbit hole, write it down. Then, later that day/week/month, after the actual assignment is finished and you have a nugget of freedom, take out your list and go pursue something. One of my college friends worked his way through all of Mahler's Symphonies this way when we were sophomores.
ReplyDeleteAlso, it's not uncommon for pianists to find their love of Mozart later in the game. Add Marriage of Figaro (specifically, the video in our library with Bryn Terfel as Figaro) to your Bucket List. It's the funniest thing I've every watched--I actually still laugh until tears roll down my face when I see it. And then realize that EVERYTHING Mozart wrote was an opera--even his piano music. You just have to figure out which character he's portraying at any given moment. :-)
I love how you get distracted by what appears to you as an equally worthy discovery. After our SSS class was introduced to the glorious CD collection, I couldn't stop my fingers from flipping over every case eager to be completely captured by the beautiful treasures. My friends had to remind me of my towering amounts of homework.
ReplyDeleteTurning in any assignment that is less than the best version possible is minutely agonizing. There is not enough time in the day to perfect every given assignment, and being content with mediocre work does not fulfill my over-reaching goals in life.
I really liked your blog about time management issues. And, being a distracted individual myself, it helps to do all the fun stuff after I've finished my work.
ReplyDeleteAlso, I especially agree with your last paragraph- EVERYthing is something you can learn from.
I so get where you're coming from! I mean, I can be happily doing work and then I'm thinking about other things like "Oh, I could really use a cheez-it right now, and then I need to do laundry and, man, this Book of Mormon Musical soundtrack is so catchy!" I get ya. It happens to all of us. And I must say, your last paragraph was really philosophical. But I think your distraction problem, is something all of us can relate to. ~Alexandra
ReplyDeleteIf you're like me, which it seems you are based on this post, the littlest things interest you. I know that's a big issue for me. One second I'm working, the next I'm intrigued by the littlest detail in someone elses clothes, or I hear someone practicing and fall in love with the piece they're playing, or something of the sort. I'm a very curious, interested person, and it gets the best of me. So, I understand. It's hard to stay on track when the world around you is so interesting. Honestly, it all just comes down to the great skill that is blocking yourself off. It's not something I look forward to, but when I know I have a lot to do I have to cut myself off completely from the world.
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Natalie Brown
To start with, I really enjoyed reading your blog! I completely understand where you're coming from, and I often have the same issue. I'll be listening to music as I do my homework, then a song will come on that is so interesting I have to look up more songs under that artist. Soon I've listened to nearly a whole album before I realize I was supposed to be doing homework... The other day this happened when I was listening to a YouTuber pianist (Cobaingel). She's incredible and I really think you'd enjoy her! Check her channel when you AREN'T doing homework. ;) Anyway, I'm sure you'll do fine with time management, don't stress. :)
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